| Abstract [eng] |
Depressive disorder is diagnosed more and more often, creating burdens for the diagnosed and for their family. This situation requires not only educating the public but also a deeper understanding of what the patients experience subjectively. This work is based on questions: How the depressed make meaning to their life and illness experiences? What is specific to their experiences of depression and their self-image? Hence, the aim of this study was to reveal subjective experiences of depression, its manifestation and possible coping strategies. Five people aged 32-62 years participated (2 were males) with moderate or severe recurrent depressive disorder diagnoses (F33) given 12-34 years ago. Two participants were from a psychiatric hospital, while the others were found in a depression support group on Facebook. After conducting semi-structured interviews and qualitative thematic analysis by Braun and Clarke (2006), ten main themes emerged on negative self-image, experiences of depression and relationships with others. Conclusions emphasize loneliness and feeling abandoned because the “healthy” do not understand and do not support the ill who feel inadequate. Apathy, aggression and sadness weigh down the participants but their relationships and work activities improve their wellbeing even for a moment. |
